I'm serious. 

I am not feeling ANY of these Eurocentric holidays right now.

I want no part of the religiosity, the overspending, the false narrative of when Jesus was born, and the bastardization of my Christ-following faith. 

I am DONE pretending that I don't know the truth about "Christ Mass" and all of its rebranded paganism.

I LOVE God. I LOVE my 50-plus year relationship with God. I LOVE real worship. I LOVE ministering to God with my artistic talents. 

Having said that...

I absolutely, categorically, LOATHE "churchianity" and what yt people have done to the Gospel. Too many Black preachers/pastors are following the lead of yt supremacist 'christianity'. Their reward is on the way.

Till then, I am keeping to myself. Writing my stories. Bolstering my community. Continuing to rest. Protecting my peace.